i'm crying (again) for a friend of mine. She's been TTC about as long as i have, and had just had her (sort of) third IVF attempt, which failed. (The first something went wrong with medication and the embryos were frozen but didn't thaw well; the second there weren't enough follicles and the cycle was canceled. This was the first "fresh" cycle that went all the way through from start to finish, but the third time she had to go through the physical and hormonal torture of shots, not to mention the money!
And i really feel for her because i know she's a deeply religious person, and she struggled before IVF with the religious implications, etc. And now... heartbreak. i really, really, REALLY wanted this for her, not quite but almost as much as she did. i know she'll be a mom because i know God has a plan and i trust in it but i just KNOW. But i can't speed it up or release the pain for her and i really wish i could, even just a little bit.
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